The Heart

The heart is a powerful thing, it keeps us alive, living and breathing, but it is more then just a thing that keeps our blood pumping, it is tied into every part of what we call ourselves. 

It is our clock, we run every second of our lives by it, through pain, love, and happiness. Not just emotions but decisions, it is that voice that we hear inside our head guiding us, helping us choose between right and wrong, left or right, and what we should and shouldn't do.

But with this comes a problem, with the heart being so tied into everything that is us, how do you fall in love without risking everything that is you? The honest answer is, you can't. What I think people are starting to forget is that when you love someone, it is not just a side project. Giving that love, is giving your heart to someone and doing so is basically giving all of you to that someone. 

So next time when the thought of love pops into your head have this thought in there two, 

Would you give the power over all that is you, to the person you "love".

Valentines Day

So I figure, you basically get two types of people on valentines day, the type that are: 

"OMG I CANT WAIT!!!! so many presents, I LOVE MY BOY SOO MUCH!".

Then the other type, which is basically filled with cynical people who at best are described as "Forever Alone!!!", who mostly hate anything and everything to do with relationships or any form of open affection that people display to one another.

Saying this sadly if you look close enough I'm probably guilty of the second one at one point or another, and if someone turned up at my door right this second with presents, I might be guilty of the first too.

"Valentines Day is just another hallmark holiday, made to take all our money away!", this might be true! but does this still mean that we cant use it? 

Each year I try to give at least one present to someone, it doesn't always mean I have to give it to a girl im seeing or someone who I like, but as simple as someone who needs it. try and look for someone who's down on there luck and that just a random present, it could be the smallest thing, might lighten up there day/week/month/even year you just never know. Sometimes the smallest acts effect people in the strongest ways!

So in short, Spread the love! the world has become selfish place.

One of the best feelings is giving, without any thought of return! 

Nice Guys.....

So ill try and keep this short and simple.....

Time and time again I hear the good old saying "All I want is a nice guy", or "Why cant I find anyone who doesn't want me just for sex!" Well Girls! im going to say this....

Pick up your phone, and look at your messages. You see that boy, who last txted you to make sure your aright, who always makes you smile when your down, who with out fail has been there for you through every break up telling you that there will be happier days.

Open your eyes, and look for the very first time because chances are, that special guy your looking for, has been there all along. Has been there through thick and thin and bending over backwards to make sure you're going to be aright. 

He's living on the slimiest hope, that one day you will look up and realize that he is that guy you have been looking for, and that every time your with him you light up his world!

So next time you break up with your dick head boyfriend who is using you as a trophy. When your ready, take a step back and look at what's right in front of you. 

The Nice Guy, who has always loved you, for who and what you are. 

A splash of colour

From a party a while ago I was playing around with an idea. Taken of my friend Marc playing in the dying sunset

Hope

This was on my mind a lot one night and always is... 

"Hope. It is a small word. 4 letters, single syllable. But how can one word, to some people mean so much!

Definition: Hope a feeling of expectation and desire for a particular thing to happen.

But it can mean so much more. Hope, can bring happiness and joy, but also pain and loss. Some people pass it by and others cherish it for every moment of there life.

To me Hope is something I live my life by. It is one of my strongest emotions rivalled only buy Love. It gets me through the days when I feel like I no longer can keep on going. The days that I feel down and sad. But also the days that I cant take the smile off my face.

It is Hope that drives me, it keeps me putting one foot in front of the other, one step after the another and picks me up off of the floor when I stumble and fall.

So remember this, no matter where you are or how you feel. Let Hope give you strength. Let it keep pushing you, further one step after another until you find your self and realize how far you have come, and how much further you can go!

In the darkest nights, never loose Hope....

So what does Hope mean to you??"

What we look for

Something I wrote a while ago and im reposting here so I don't loose it.

"Iv realized something..... society puts standards on the people who we look to like. People ask .... "What do you look for in a girl?" ..... usual answer people give is, Blonde, Blue eyes, skinny, sexy, funny, smart, etc ... etc ... etc ... but iv realized something .... to be totally honest. If someone asked me that question my answer is simply this ... What I want in a girl? Is to find someone who loves me, as much as I love them."

First Blog!

So first blog first time!..... the idea to get a blog is random for me but I find my self wanting one. To me its another way to express what goes on in my head! and as the title states, I really am a mad man but only minus the box ! :(

most of this will be ideas and thoughts that come into my head and I cant get out until I put them down somewhere... I have a book which someone very special gave to my once that i write some of them down in but I felt sometimes ... its good to share

But for my first Ramble lets start here....

"So does history repeat?...... is life only a selected series of events stuck on repeat ? To always be played over and over again until the day we die? Should we all just hit the stop button and get off the ride now before we all become apart of life giant game of Twister? ....To twisted and caught up in our own little world to see the mat and coloured spots only inches away from our own face.... Do we fight it?.... or do we let fate win, and decide how we live and how we die?"